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A Child's Rumour

by Gaynor Perry

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I'll see you in a circle by the woods I'm turning upside down to find love we've never ever had it so good so why are we having such a terrible time truth is we're lost & found in all the ripples we're drowned what a lovely place to be forgetting rescue I've seen people in many situations finding a way through the world overcoming doubt & hesitations holding you back, won't let you go Truth is we're born alone this fleeting life is ours to own so throw yourself into the fray forgetting rescue Sometimes we ache, we lie awake missing pages we fold into a thousand shapes undercover You mean the world to me & you can hold the memory but can you grasp the reality we are running through green fields we're under no illusion we're forgetting I buried the old me in a dream last night I laid me to rest in a bed lamp black I said goodbye & drew a cartoon but somebody stole it, I don't want it back Truth is we'll never know the circumstances, how we grow so take the road that brings you on.
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It's not impossible or unsurmountable, just say it out loud could be that you think it doesn't matter if you keep your feelings locked away darling, poison arrows will fade to dust sometimes it's hard to trust First we crawl, then we walk, then we run and then we fly embracing all the new beginnings I'm calling to me every day the grass is long in the meadow, I trace the contours where we lay darling, say those arrows fade to dust – only time will tell for us Something to say coloured by the night just like a dance there's letting go and holding on spirited away like fallen leaves melt into the ground, we're just resting - we're resting And I'll see you for you, you'll see me for me - what arrows? Tiny shoots are breaking through, reaching up into the blue I'll see you for you, you'll see me for me
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A little sanctuary a little sanctuary a gentle touch, feeling warmth could it be an antidote, an oasis evoking pleasure, carry us away I’m feeling nothing, I’m weightless like pollen try and push me over, resistance like iron you build me up, thirsty, hungry nothing can touch this melody inside me A little sanctuary a little sanctuary gentle words, feeling warmth could it be an antidote, an oasis diffusing pressure, melt away I could forgive you, I could forgive myself or tear a hole through the ether we’re not immune, our shadows entwine we’ll find the sun, breathless, breathless could it be an antidote, an oasis We’re not immune, our shadows entwine we’ll find the sun, breathless, breathless.
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I shone a light on you and now you're my perpetual baby the change is quite surreal – I'm thrown, I'm thrown I lost it in the womb before I had chance to breathe I found my inner glow and then I had to leave your secret's safe with me, I'll never tell a soul we'll whisper in the dark and summon our release we'll break the code, solve the mystery I shone a light on you and now you're my perpetual baby the change is quite surreal – we're thrown, we're thrown into disarray. Elusive safety – grains of sand sucked into waves Are we falling? Or are we just lonely? birds are calling out their morning songs insensible of sorrow.
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Riches are green the blackened pipes from the old organ lie resting on the hill dormant we grew up here though I’d forgotten myself the landscape has changed more than our deepest desires we can be happy in our own skin happy in our skin we can be peaceful in our own beds peaceful in our heads we are the cows in fields, grazing our life span is short and our meat is sweet we’ve fallen prey to foul play what was holy is now our loss we can be happy in our own skin happy in our skin we can be peaceful in our own beds peaceful in our heads riches are green all that we need is a heartbeat like you and what we feed the savage within will make us chime or make us cold Is it certain that I love you? Can I watch you surrender? Can you hear me? Can I hear you? Can you trust me? Can I trust you? Is it certain that I love you? Can I reach you? Can you sense me? Can I breathe you in? Riches are green kissed by the sun blessed by the rain
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Fathoms 04:22
In the water I belong, untraceable forgotten fawn pegged out on the washing line I need to take it down injury circled around, never quite getting to the bottom of it you tried to find me in your time machine I couldn't meet your eye Exposed in daylight emotion breaking the surface tension no big theory on the outcome, no epiphany or revelation a beautiful life waits for you, come up and see In the water I am strong, I'm held, I can build my will it's understood we're climbing liquid steps we're mocking the laws of physics Exposed in daylight emotion breaking the surface tension no big theory on the outcome, no epiphany or revelation a beautiful life waits for you, come up and see Come up and see.
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Nothing would happen, I could conjure with fire Sunlit horizon perplexed by trees, abandoned ruins Naked limbs twisted together, some broken, even more beautiful I can conjure with fire, see sparrows in the afterglow I died again today, there's no mystery surrounding the cell No-one will love you more than you love yourself So imagine love – ignite your potential Before we descend into chaos, I'll hold your hand and see you for who you truly are in dissonance enduring the weight of your scars We can conjure with fire.
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In the sky beyond power lines, hulking ash clouds the old tree, a colossus, leans backwards as if to catch the stars I'm susceptible to ancient springs, melodious landscape I'm pregnant with the child I was, still exploring branches underground, a portal, all comfort denied underneath a table, hard labour – Will Usher relayed the crime I'm susceptible to mysteries, just like my sister I'm pregnant with the child I was, still exploring rumour rumour, a child's rumour until our lives reveal the mess our flesh grows around the rumour caught up in the vast terrain of unanswered questions jumping over the rose bush, laughing in the pouring rain.
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Since I was a bird I made a nest I took my light from the stars lying in the snow I drew my soul from the aquifer below since I was a bird All the garages are besieged by vines ruthless Winter speaks to the worms with an icy tongue The world and her moon are a theatre for you so take a spider bite with good grace and spin in space Cat of the heavens strange harmony in the hearth light a watcher in the woods - what are you thinking about? Fold me into your little paws I promise not to fly away Open up, open up, open up the doors of the sky The world and her moon are a theatre for you so take a spider bite with good grace and spin in space Cat of the heavens strange harmony in the hearth light a watcher in the woods - what are you thinking about? Fold me into your little paws I promise not to fly away
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released December 14, 2019

Written, performed, produced and mixed by ℗ © Gaynor Perry

Antidote features Noko 440
Home Ground features Robert Schuck

Mastered by Barry Gardner at masteringmastering.co.uk

www.gaynorperry.com

Delving into my subconscious life, I make music and artworks rooted in my childhood haunts and formative experiences as these colour everything. My album A Child’s Rumour and the accompanying films explore and mythologize these experiences and the landscapes close to my heart. A song can be a gorgeous artefact, the perfect vessel to contain an experience.

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Gaynor Perry London, UK

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The audio visual aspects of my work can be found here vimeo.com/gaynorperry

Self-taught artist working intuitively across creative disciplines including painting, photography, film and music (composition, production and voice).
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